GOOD GIRLS GO TO HEAVEN AND BAD GIRLS GO EVERYWHERE
The title for today is so so true.
Haha.
Finally,schools over.Tra la la la,sing the happy song.
:D
You must be wondering why the hell do i feel so happy all of a sudden right?As you should know by now,i'm experiencing very bad mood swings.
But,i'm trying my best to control my feelings.I don't wanna get everyone by my side worried cause of my mood swings.
One moment i'm laughing my ass of with my friends,next thing i knew i'll be feeling all sad and emo when that feeling rush over me.
And lately to make things worse,seeing him doesn't help at all.And my friends are making things kinda sad in a way.They kept mentioning him a whole lot more lately.
It may not effect me that much anymore,but lately after the audition the other week,it did seem to effect me more and made me think about us last time.
Argh.Bumped into him today and it was a really awkward moment.
Part of me wish that he would dissapeear in front of me but deep down i have never hated him so this is the last year where i'll still be seeing him.
Next year he'll be gone already.
>_<
Things are all so messed up this year.Each of it being shittier then the other.I cna't even bear in mind what's gonna happen next in school.
Dammit.
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As if to complete the whole new A class thingy,teachers load us with homework for the weekends and they are all dead serious with us.
Whereas in B class its actually more like a human like place.
Sigh. :(
I have to rush finish my homework before heading off to bed tonight as i'll be very very busy this weekend.
And i have not packed my bag for tomorrow yet.
I might not be able to blog tomorrow as well.It all depends.
