School was ok today just seemed that time seems to fly really fast today.
Had Living Skill club today and only one group brought their ingredients.Mr.Shasi was really pissed.but the target was once again me and my ermm.. **friends**.
Its so totally not fair for you to do this to us ok.I may shut up about it again this time but i'm not gonna kep on holding my tongue like this forever for you to discriminate me.
I do whatever outside of school's bounds is my fucking problem ok.Don't come and rub it in my face because of something small.
I respect you as your a great teacher but don't push it.Everything has limits.If the form 5 can learn to shut up you should too.
I know3/4 of the school is reading my blog now.Including the teachers.So what?It's a good thing also.You can read what i think about you.
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Had St.John training today.
Gotten to know the new student at last.He's really friendly actually.
Had fun bandaging him.Hahas.
He saw me playing around with Desmond.His facial expression says everything.
=(
Going to Johor tomorrow.For some prayer thingy an to visit my friends. ;D
-do you know that i only have feelings for you?-
Boy , I Love You .
11:08 PM
♥ Monday, March 26, 2007
[Mood:Sick ><] [Listening to:Two Lovers by Gary]
I can't stop coughing.
Argh.
It sucks.
Just found out today that i had to get informations on traditional/local weddings in Malaysia due tomorrow.And the teacher is Ms.Mumthaz.
-.-
Can't mess with her.And its for my Sejarah folio.
Found out today that yellow house came in third.Not bad.Red house last.
Haha.No offense yeah..XD
Had my assembly performance today.Everything's quite ok.Giggled a little bit and got scolding from teacher later for not being serious.
But hey we got everyone's support.And his support.That's what's most important to me.
;D
Took Justin's card away from him and he was so blur to realise that.But hey i was kind enough to return it to him but couldn't find him.=.=
This dude name Wai Hong if i'm not wrong saw me holding the card and took out one just exactly the same and show me.
=.=
But if it wasn't for that i would have not gotten the chance to talk to him.Gosh.I'm sooo happy. x)
The memory is so vivid in my mind it kept playing back.
I can't help smiling thinking about it.
Had pizza for dinner with Jonathan.Yumm yumm~~
My cough got worse after that.><
I miss him so much now and i better go do something about my cough.More updates later~~!
-i wanna see you smile to me,looking straight into my eyes-
Boy , I Love You .
9:18 PM
♥ Sunday, March 25, 2007
[Mood: [Listening to:Wo Nan Gou by 5566]
Sports Day was yesterday and i had sooo much fun~!
Got there around 7+ and waited at my house's tent.Everyone look so nervous.
I was just busy looking around for tehm but they are no where to be seen.I look so dissapointed and disspiritted.Xin Hui was asking me if i was ok or nervous.=.=
Michelle came last with the t-shirts that she bought for us.The shirt turn out to be quite cute.Rm15 each from Nicole.
Went back to the tent and saw him!I swear he was staring at me for like a howle 10 seconds ok!
I felt so happy after that that i don't feel nervous like everyone else which indeed was a rather good thing. :D
All of us walked to the toilet which is super far away ok!And we are in a hurry.They are doing some contruction work so they fenced up the whole area thus making us having to walk a freaking big round.Yeah.Great.
Later on got out hands tied with yellow ribbons.Teachers kept giving us encouragement.
So the perbarisan started off with the blue house.Followed by the green house,red house and finally the yellow house.
We did our cheers and formation.It all went well.Had some pictures also.Will upload it later.
The other events took place later on.Was busy cheering my friends on that the time passed so quickly.Was hanging out with Chea Yi today most of the time.
Saw him every few minutes.Tried to talk to him but most of the time his friends is around.
Later on during prize giving he was finally alone and the coast is clear.What?I had to watch out for every single thing ok.I'm not like everyone else.I can't just simply go and talk to certain people or more rumours will come outta no where.
Just as i wanted to approach him my dad came and said we need to go cause we're going out later.
Wtf..?
Argh..
I was damm pissed ok.
So had no choice but to wait for Monday.Oh God.Wish me luck ok?
Will also be having my assembly performance on Monday.I am sooo nervous!
[Mood:Smiling] [Listening to:He Said She Said by Ashley Tisdale]
I loveee this song.
First off,Thursday's post.
Had sports practice.Primary first then after our break secondary's turn.
So everyone gathered according to their respective houses and we practiced marching.Not long after that it started to rain.
Teachers tried to ignore it at first but then it got heavier so we are ordered to go back to class.But i had to go to the lobby to practice as i'm a cheerleader for my house.
Justin came and help us with our cheerleading.And we had a little chat after that to sort things out.Won't mention what he said here though cuase if i do the next second people will start asking em stupid questions and soon it'll be some stupid rumour.
But things are ok between us now and i'm pretty glad about it. =)
Practiced and practiced and practiced.
Went home bath and sleep like no one else's business.
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Was really tired this morning due to lack of sleep.
Was up late sms-ing with Aki and him.
Today sports practice is in full swing.Primary and secondary together.March the wet and disgusting field one round before break and manage to had a 15 minutes break before starting cheerleading practice.
Started cheerleading practice for awhile and teachers came and MAKE us go to the field.I was wearing slippers at that time so i wasn't too happy about it.
Walked a few steps into the field and my slippers are soaked with mud.Oh great.What am i gonna wear now?
T.T
So i walked bear footed instead.Walked through the field in all those wet and sticky muds and lots of puddles everywhere ain't easy.
Kenneth,my house's president told me to be careful cause there are torns.Gulp.I was practically speechless.And indeed he's right.I got prick so many times i lost count.It hurts so much.Thank God Mrs.Cetha sneak the cheerleaders out to the lobby later to continue practising.Phew.
Practiced again.Gosh.So tiring la wei.
Saw him again after that.We just stared at each other.I had a few close chances to talk to him but someone must just happen to spoil it.Shit.
Tried to find him again later on but he went home already.-.-
I just hope that you will try to talk to me.You don't have to be so shy.I really hope this is not because of Charlie.If you don't try then how will you know who will i pick in the end?
Please don't let anymore time go by with more regrets ok..?
Sports Day is tommorow.So nervous la.Hope everything will go smoothly. x)
-boy,i can't get you outta my mind.I think i'm starting to fall for you instead of him-
Boy , I Love You .
6:13 PM
♥ Thursday, March 22, 2007
[Mood:Sleepy,In pain,HAPPY!!] [Listening to:The noises made by people around me]
Currently blogging using school's com so don't expect any pictures.
A positive mood at last.=)
Wednesday's post.
It rained again.The field was all wet and muddy.Yuck.
The worst part is that we're having our 4oom run that day.Oh great.
No matter whatever excuse you give your sport's house teachers it doesn't matter.They are all in this crazy sports mood that every single student from their rspective houses has to take part.
I was already sick and sooo weak but i still had to run.Oh well.Might as well give it a shot to please my sport house teachers.Cause if i don't run they're gonna hunt me down for sure.-.-
The form 1 started off the run.Boys first then girls.The girls get to run altogether at once.I was kinda relieved from that.In that way i can avoid unnessacary attention. =)
Sooo the form 1 went,then form 2 and finally its form 3's turn.I was like shaking there.Everyone was.Even the fastest girl runner,Suat Ying was.We are all like fidgeting.No one can stand still even for a minute.
Then it was the girls turn.But we don't get to run all together.There's 8 track so 8 girls per time.Oh shit.
Mr.Pao approach me and wish me luck.I was hitting him back for making me do this.Then Mr.Shasi told me"You make sure you complete this run in time or else..siap kamu!"
=.=
What kinda people is that?
So i ran and ran till i'm outta breath.Then i walked and ran again and its just basically repeated.During the second round where i had to past the starting point again,people are all like shouting my name."Go Joanne!!You can do it!!" is what they say.
Damm malu la wei.
When i ended the race i could just collapse.Many people collapse also.Some even fainted.
I limp back to class after that and found out that my class room door is lock.Oh great~~
So waited outside instead and when and had my breakfast after that.Couldn't eat much.Was too tired.The pain in my leg is enough to kill me already.
Walk around bare-footed after that.What?Everyone's walking around like that also ok.All our shoes,pants and shirts are wet and soaked with mud so what do you expect?
Studied a little bit after that.Keep laughing my ass off with Mai. ;D
Was spending most of my time looking at him.Some of you should know who i'm talking about.He was just so cute.Why haven't i notice him before this?
I hope its not too late now. x)
Helped Mei Jean to decorate the green house flag.At that moment Kenneth pass by then Damien.They must surely think i'm sure a traitor to yellow house.=P
But i'm not ok.
Played with glitter after that.Took some and decided to put it on their face~But my main target is just him. :D
Waited outside the lift with Mai for him to come outside.Saw Shinji and called him.He look so happy.Lolxx..
I called him to come closer and ta-da!Put a line of glitter across his right cheek.He just smiled and laughed.He gave me a thumbs up.Haha.Job well done.
Then he came out.He was waving goodbyes to everyone.Gosh he look so stupid doing that but cute.=)
I stared at him and he wave to me.^^V
This is different ok cause we're not official friends or something.So i put some glitter on his face and he smiled and left.Then i went to the lobby and put more glitter on people's faces.I even put some glitter on Mr.Pao,Mr.Subra and Mr.Ridzuan's face.There just laughing.Cool teachers.^^
Mr.Subra couldn't wipe the glitter of his face cause he has beard there.Haha.Funny la.
Saw him at the bench and i swear i saw him staring back at me.Gosh.
Omg.
What's happening to me?
Am i starting to fall for him instead..?Oh shit.
--- Today's post.
Sport's rehersal in the morning from 8-10 was canceled but it 's gonna take place instead after break time.Good also la.Or else i wouldn't get the chance to blog right now.
Charlie came today.I taught he'll just skip school this whole week.They came too. x)
I just can't help smiling whenever i think bout the both of them.Mai said i'm starting to fall for them.Omg.
Help..?
I wonder what's gonna happen today.I seriously hope that i could have mroe fun today.I need it.Oh God.
Gonna be under the hotttt sun after this doing rehersal for sports day.Oh please don'task us to run anymore.My legs just hurt too much already.T.T
Will update more bout today later.so,bye~~
-boy you know you drive me crazy-
Boy , I Love You .
9:14 AM
♥ Tuesday, March 20, 2007
[Mood: [Listening to:Boom I Fucked Your Boyfriend by Unknown Source]
School was half ok half bad.
Had a bitch fit.
It's so pathetic you know.You know how when your close friends betray you?And they betray you for guys?
Yeah.That kinda feeling suck.Two of my so call close friends in my current school did that.Gosh,i so felt like slaaping them when this all happen.
One of them is already 17 and she did mentioned to me once that since she's 17 she's much more mature in thinking and everything and knows how yo differentiate good from bad and right from wrong.
Then why are you so freaking smart till you can't tell what's actually happening this time and who you should actually belive and who you shouldn't?
Well,long story short.There's this stupid and complicated misunderstanding that happened between us and suddenly we're no longer talking that much and they're acting all bitchy.
Blah.
And today things got worse.I was actually kind enough to try and talk to one of them about it.But probably she must have felt too guitly to even look me in the eye when i talk or either response to me.
Wtf..?
Then she started to act more bitcher when her other friend came.It seems that when either one of them is not around they don't dare to do much unless they're together.So they can ahem* back each other up.
C'mon la.Give me a break ok.First you go flirting with guys like crazy as if no other guy on this guy wants you and cause so much controversies and get ME into so much dramas.And yet i never blame you.
But now just becaue of this fucking guy you belived him?What the fuck is wrong with you?You need a serious wake up slap you know.
And just because one of you is feeling that way,the other one just HAD to follow.Gosh.You guys are 2 of the stupidest girl i've ever meet by far.Your in that list now.
I taught that you guys are better then that.But i'm proven wrong.Do you know thta now you make yourself look so cheap?
Did you know that its because of you all i had to deal with so much shit from the form 5 guys?
Then now they're all thinking we all are so lala,so bitchy,ah lian type,party girls and yada yada.If you want me to admit all teh bad stuffs i've done,then i will admit.But you told people stupid lies on how bad you are but when i asked you to do it that day you totally freaked out.
What's that suppose to mean?ANd you gave me a stupid excuse for that.=.=
And now the whole fucking school knows the both of us because of you.FYI,i came here not to seek popularity and fame like you.I came here not to get boys attention like you.
Believe it or not,i came here because of my parents and my main goal is to STUDY.
I'm not gonna waste my time rotting like you.I have a bright future ahead of me and i don't wanna dissapoint my parents like you.
All i can say now is that to clean up your act bitch.I have had enough of you and that's it.Push me one mroe time and i'll crack.You seriously won't wanna cause more problem with me or i'll make sure you remember it.
I'm sure all you readers out there can easily guess who those two girls are if you're from my school. :D
Well,i've one last thing to say,Fuck you bitch.
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School today is kinda ok in a way.Mai was with me most of the time.I love ya girl.
Had lontar peluru today.I did try to throw properly but maybe not trying my best yet.
Mrs. Cetha kept begging me to throw well.When it was my turn Kenneth approach me and ask me to throw the ball just pass the first line to get 2 points for my house.He lept repeating it over and over again. ;D
My turn came and everyone wished me luck.I throwed and it landed at the first line.Good enough to earn my house 2 points.Kenneth,Mrs.Cetha and Cikgu Azlina was smiling happily.
Yay. =)
He did not come today.So my attention was focused more towards them.Haha.Mai shouldknow who i'm talking about. x)
Ate brownies later on.Yumm..
Saw them again later on.Had this eye connection thign.Haha.Funny la wei.
Headache now and i'm getting sick again.Need to go get some rest first.Ciao~~
-baby,i love you x)-
Boy , I Love You .
5:47 PM
♥ Saturday, March 17, 2007
Had fun today.Thanks.^^
[Mood:Smiling]
[Listening to:
Just came back home after a long day.Gosh,my leg hurt so badly from all the walking that i've done today.
Went to Mid Valley today and did some shopping.
Bought some stuffs from Miss Whatever.Wanna shop more but was in hurry.
Had some fun disturbing someone later. :D
He made me smile.Love ya lots.
Went home later and went out with Jason L to pyramid for awhile to buy a birthday present for Momo.
Hang out at his house for awhile and watched some movies together.
Went and ate dinner with my family later on at SS15.
Its quite a famous place as there's many restaurants there.Just perfect for the clubbers.Eat something light there then go clubbing.
My leg hurts so badly now and when school re-open next week sports practice is in full swing.Help?
I can't believe i let Justin and Kelly talked me into being a cheerleader for my house.FYI i only did that because i *ahem* gave face to them.
Guess what?Messaged him yesterday but no reply again.Its ok.I won't give up so easily anymore.I will stick to my promise and try harder~!
Many people can't believe that i'm actually doing all this for a guy.C'mon la.I can be loyal if i wan to ok.
I know you guys still find it hard to belive but its the truth and i'll prove it to you guys.
So wish me luck eh?
Overall,i'm a happy girl today for many reasons.
Boy , I Love You .
10:37 PM
♥ Friday, March 16, 2007
[Mood: [Listening to:
I saw Aaron posting this on his blog so i decided to join in.
Here's the deal. You look it over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way. Then post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin.
P/s: The lower the better.
1. Had sex: $6.00 2. Smoked: $5.00 3. Got drunk: $5.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex:$4.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex:$4.00 7. Cheated: $2.00 8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50 9. Been expelled: $5.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00 11. Given oral: $5.00 12. Got oral: $5.00 13. Prank called the cops: $3.00 14. lied to ur parents: $1.00 15. Stole something: $2.00 16. Done drugs: $5.00 17.Dyed your hair: $0.50 18. lied about ur age: $3.00 19. Done something with someone older(like a few years): $3.00 20. Went out with someone OVER 18 (ifyour under 18): $4.00 21. Ate a whole thing of oreos: $0.50 22. Cried yourself to sleep: $1.00 23 .Said you love someone but didntmean it: $1.00 24. Been in love: $4.00 25. Got caught doing something that you shouldnt have been doing: $1.00 26. Went streaking: $4.00 27. Got arrested: $5.00 28. Madeout with someone at the movies: $2.00 29. Peed in the pool: $0.50 30. Played spin the bottle: $1.00 31. Done something you regret: $3.00
Actually if all those things had not happened recently i might not be posting this cause i don't want people to know the actual me.
But since now mostly everyone at sedaya knows or actually thinks i'm like that then there's no pointin hiding or denying it any longer.
I'm proud of who i am and i don't need anyone of you to judge me or expecting me to change into someone i'm not.
So the grand amount is..$ 76.50.
Haha..
Bet you guys won't be suprised huh?Hey atleast its still below $80 :D
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Been rotting at home lately.Never bothered to move my butt outta the house.No idea why though.
Done lotsa serious thinking this few days.What?I can be serious if i want to ok.=.=
And i'm proud to say that i've made up my mind about some things and this is the decision that i'm gonna stick with which hopefully will make everyone happy and satisfy with.
=)
This is going to be rather a short post cause i've got to meet up with someone in a less then 20 minutes time.
I'll update more later.
Boy , I Love You .
4:04 PM
♥ Tuesday, March 13, 2007
[Mood:Mixed emotions] [Listening to:Cupid's Chokehold by Gym Class Heroes]
Go check out that photo and if your kind enough to support me or ant to support me then drop a comment.
If not,then just please fuck off.I'm not trying to be harsh or rude here but yeah,you guys had pushed me to the edge and i've had enough of this shit already.
You guys go create this stupid nonsense ins chool and cause me problem.Ok.I give way and kept quiet.
You guys gossip about me and Charlie,i said nothing.You guys create rumours saying i'm a couple with Charlie all i still don't care and never did anything.
You make a simple thing big and turn the whole fucking thing around that when it reached the 10th person's ear its a whole new story.
I could still deal with that as it's ur right to say whatever the hell you want.
And just because you've got "bored" of this rumous thing so now you came up with a new plan to get me?
You report about my friendster to the teachers..?
WTF?
So pathetic la you.
You think that by this way you can crack me up?
Gosh you are so stupid,pathetic,useless and perhaps you have no face(like what Hilary said) that's why you don't dare to come and face me and settle with me.
I know that you're reading this post and that you are constantly checking my friendster.Go ahead.Do whatever you want.And i've repost the photo back there adn i have no intenttions of deleting it.
You wanna make a big deal outta this then go ahead.I'm ready for this shit already.I've got people who is right behind me to support and back me up.
I know you can't wait for school to re-open and see what the hell's gonna happen next.Me too.
If you got guts come and face me.Meet me at Sg.Wang this weekend.Will be there.^^
Been sooo busy lately and have got myself (or more likely been forced) into all sorts of stupid dramas.
Having more and more arguments with my beloved parents.
I know what you guys are thinking.Its got to be my fault there's this stupid argument,that i should be more understanding,more responsible yada yada..
But this time its totally different.I did NOTHING wrong at all and they came and find fault with me.As if i don't have enough problem going on at the moment.
You know when everyone's (well almost everyone) had problems they can confide in their parents.But that doesn't apply to me.
I just can't sit there and talk/discuss with them.It just won't work.
Anyway school's really packed with activities lately.Sports Day is coming nearer and every house is busy with their decorations.
the whole school's quite colourful now.They are four houses.Red,Green,Blue and Yellow.I'm in yellow house just like when i was in SMK USJ 4.
School holidays next week and we haven't spoke yet.You guys who know could have just guessed about it easily.
I wonder if i should give in ONE more time and make the move first.I know its no big deal and all but i'm just sick of having to do almost everything.
I just need one damm chance to talk to him and clear everyhting out once and for all.But how?When?Will i ever get the chance to do so?And i wonder would i ever have the courage to do it when i got the chance.
I kept telling myselft that if i wanna settle it then i had to do it or else i'll end up not knowing the truths..forever?
My friends are helping me with this stupid problem.Thanks you guys..
I've made up my mind and decide to concentrate on my studies.Be more serious.Play less.And i'm doing it.I know you guys must be thinking that the day i actually study and play less is the day the sky will turn green.
Justin finally managed to persuade me to join cheerleading for my house.The only reason i agreed is cause i gave him ahem** face and my friend wants to join it badly.
But guess what?
Yesterday i went to the toilet and he and Jason was lepak-ing there and he asked me to join HIS marching on sports day instead.He was leading the group for the badan beruniform and ask me to join him and support him.
=.=
So i had to make up my mind.And fast.Suggesstions anyone?Help?
So one more thing to add to my many taughts/problems.Urgh.
My computer lesson's time is almost up and i gotta run now.Will update more later.
