[Mood:Fucking EMO/Sad] [Listening to:Wo Men Zhen Me Le by S.H.E]
I'm sooo stressed i felt like just breaking down.
Trying my best to sell out all the tickets by today but people in my school just don't know how to give co-operation at all.
Well,atleast i could still relay on some of you guys.Thanks alot for helping me out just now.^^
Jason did not come.Why i'm not suprised.He told me to collect the money from Nicholas and when i ask Nicholas he says he doesn't have the money.
WTF..?!
My patience has a limit also ok.
And i told him to pay me tomorrow at the event but he says he doesn't want to go and will pay me the money on Monday cause Aishah's already paid for him.
Reason why?
Well,long story short.He did somehitng really really bad to me and my friends and he still thinks that i doesn't know anythin,but i confesed everyhtin yesterday which lead to an argument with him.
And he suspects that i'm gonna get people to beat him up at the event.
Blady hell,it was so funny when he siad that i can't stop laughing and when i told Aki she laughed her ass off.
Stupid asshole.
Anyway,had St.John training today.Was sitting there day dreaming not paying much attention.
I just can't pay attention as there's just so much going on in my mind.
And i had the practical session later on which doesn't help much as i'v enot pay much attention and can't perform it well.
But C.K was patient with me and i just suddenly crack.
I haven't smile, laugh much from the bottom of my heart lately.And when i'm sad/depressed/emo i just tend to laugh alot.
And i did.I laughed till i cried.Thank God i managed to control my emotions.Lucky i stopped before i start to let everything out.
I was being like this after i talked to him.What he did to me.No,he never scold me,insult me or anything that might come into your mind while reading this.Its he's action/the way he talked particularly to me just now that hurts so much.
And no he wasn' t being rude or trying to ignore me all.Its not that.
Arrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhh
I also don't want things to end this way.But i have no other way of putting it anymore.
-I'm afriad to say,but this could be the end of something beautiful-
