Was really busy lately.And now i'm blogging using the school's computer.
Even when i go online at home i seldom have time to blog because i devote most of my online time to chatting at Friendster and MSN.
School's been really shit lately.Not that i can do much about it though.
The only person that can make me smile now is just him.Although seeing him makes me happy but at the very same time it makes me really sad as well.
Sounds really stupid right?
But its not as easy or simple as you think.Its much much more complicatd then that ok.
Its the time where we'll have to do folios for some certain subjects and projects all.Argh..
I seriously hate it.
Esspecially KH project.Common la,everyone that knows me knows that i'm not a kinda girl that likes to do all this project kayu thingy.
And its so hot ok.The only place in school without air-conditioner.I mean the room has la but not the place for us to cook,saw wood etc.
I just can't stand heat and everyone knows that fact about me.
Been having a rough time at school,home,work..basically everywhere.
I'm more hardworing lately.Been concentrating more in classes,completing work and all. :D
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Don't you just hate it when you wake up every morning knowing that you will have to get your ass outta your comfy bed early in the morning and end up sepnding the day having to face some bitch/bastard that you hate so much that you wish they just die off?
Well,that's what i'm facing right now.
And it ain't easy handling all my "never-ending-problems".
It really isn't.
Hilary and Aki was always therefor me.Only God knows how much i LOVE you guys.
Thanks to all my pet bros/sis and friends who are always there for me giving me support and making sure that i never give up no matter what happens.
I'm finally learning to appreciate the people around me and not taking them for granted anymore.
Cause someone can just enter and leave your life just like that.And when certain things happen and you lose someone maybe that's the end of it all.Cause in life you don't always get second chances.
As for me i believe thateveryone deserves second chances for all that they've done.And so do you and me.But are you willing to give yourself a second chance?
If i can push it all away and try again why can't you?
I know that your having a rough time now and so am i.
Your not the only one facing problems now.Our time together is running out.
Do you wanna pass everyday like this?
If your friend can have the guts to get to know me,talk to me then why can't you atleast try?
You know i love you.Isn't that the most important thing as you've said..?
Baby i really miss you so much.I wish that your reading this so atleast youknow how i feel for you.
And i wanna let you know that your the person that i love.Not your friends.But its hard to keep holding on when there's so much going on.
So please,do something before i completly give up on you.Because i'm afraid i'm already starting to.
