They should seriously stop the primary kids from using it.
Bah.
School was a bore as usual.The fun schooling days for me in this school i suppose is already long over.
The friends that i once used to love and care about are no longer considered as my friends.The person whom i love really deeply and look forward to meeting him everyday is no longer my special somene.
Even trying to talk to him is so difficult.Its like i'm asking for the moon or something.
His friends aren't much of a help anyway.
They either really really blur or just plain stupid because they all knows about me and him and the feeling we had for each other and yet they don't know how to actually give us some time "together".
Argh.
Everytie i think about this i get so annoyed i felt like ripping my hard out so that i would never have to feel the pain of losing someone/not being able to be with the one that you actually love.
It just sucks.
You won't understand that feeling until you've actually loved someone not like butlove.
Its not that i'm not making the effort here.
Its just that i need a chance.1 chance is all i'm asking for.
I've already made up my mind to start a new relationship with you as friends.Best friends like what you've said.
But do you know about that?
Or you think that i'm still mad at you?
Are you reading this now?
I miss talking to you so much.
I don't even know why am i still bothering to stay at this school anymore.
There's nothing left here for me to stay back anymore.
Or is it just because of i can't letgo of what's happening now?
Is it cause i don't wanna let go or i can't let go?
I 'm so confused right now that there's things running through my mind very single passing second.
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Don't think that just because i'm keeping quiet i'm unaware of what's happening ok.
The reason i kept quiet is because i'm tired of this shit your doing and i'm trying to keep a low profile here.
So don't try and cross the line or i'll make sure you'll regret it.
You bitch.
I swear you'll regret if you try to cause more problem.
You're nothing but a cheap slut,a whore.I'm nothing like you.So get the fuck outta my life as your leaving unnessary footprints there.
You'll be recieving a visit soon from your "ex" it seems.
