Using school's com to blog now so no song available.
I signed up for BM remedial classes yesterday.All the girls in my class went except for them.And only 3 person from Alpha class if i'm not wrong.
Why is it you ask that they never decide to attend the remedial classes although they know that their BM is very weak?
Cause one girl doesn't want and so it just happens that all of them,once again just follow suit.
So get it now?
Although everyone's saying that i don't need the extra classed cause my BM is already very good,but i still feel that there's room for improvement.Nobody's perfect what.
And i'm not taking any tuition classes so i'm sure this will do good for me.
I'm actually quite shocked with my own self if you may ask.I've never bother to do any of this before cause i've just lost the interest in studying that results to me skipping school and all and here i am now signing myself up for remedial classes during lunch break everyday Wednesday and Thursday.
And Miss Mumthaz clearly states there that we must enter every single classes unless with very good and solid reasons.
Gonna have my Science test after my break time.Gosh.I'm a little bit nervous cause i wanna get good grades atleast a B.But i haven't studied much and i had to study while eating after this.
Argh.
My remedial class starts today.Hmph..40 minutes of studying BM.Not very long now that i think of it. :D
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He did not come again today.Do you know that when you said you don't want me to be worry about you but how can i not?
The way your constantly skipping school and all is just not right.If your the type that skips school and all for fun,to hang out with friends all i understand.
But the thing now is that your skipping school cause your trying to avoid facing your own problems and that's just not right.
You can't avoid it forever.And i can't forever try to avoid talking to you in certain conditions.
If you keep on doing this..then when only will i get the chance to discuss everything with you?
And there's no one i would like to trust very much in this school anymore cause the people here ain't who you think they are.No offense to anyone out there but if you've never done anything that you should not do to me then there's no point in feeling guilty or bad about this post.
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And you guys..
Why do you have to be so afraid?
Do you know that everyone has their own right to do whatever they wants?
So you don't have to worry about what your friends will say.Just follow your heart and do what you think is right ok?
Because whatever it is,i'll always be here for you guys.
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The 3 of you has made so much changes in my life in such a short time.
You guys made me learn from wrong to right.
Made me appreciate life.
Made me view things from a new angle.
Made me happy.
Made me sad.
Made me realise that its ok to cry.Its ok to break down.
You guys brought 1001 emotions to my life.You guys changed everything in me.You guys made me become a better person.
Although i'm going through alot of hard times thinking and missing you guys so much,but i never blamed you all for anything.
As i've realised that there's no point in blamming someone.Instead try to make the best outta the situation instead.
