Ouch!!~both my eyes freaking hurt.. Zzzz.. guess dats de result of too much crying n lack of sleep. i haf nvr felt dis way in a long long time ade.n now de departure of him made such a big impact on my lyf.i cried my heart out n i wuz left feeling awfully tired after dat.all my energy wuz generated towards crying.. X_o" i finally understand de true meanin wen ppl sayppl enter n leave ur lyf unexpectedly if u dun appreciate de love ones around u,u wud nvr expect dat dey might just step out of ur lyf de next second. now i felt so stupid for being mad at de ones dat i love..de phrase sayingone special person cud make a great impact on ur lyf everytime i wake up i still wish dat everythin is still a dream n all dis shit nvr happened.. den i let reality sink in slowly dat de fact is dat i'll nvr get u back in my lyf.. so ryte now i just haf to de de one thing dat jx told me which is tomove on in lyf.. i did nth much today..just went to tuition..went out for lunch..came back..watch lotsa animes..sleep..n now do my blog..i cud not think of anythin else to do at de moment.. i'm still mournin for him.. Zzzz.. may u rest in peace..
