yesterday was so tiring...dunno if its juz me or wat..n de wheather was so damm hot!~as usual haf 2 go 2 de freakingly boring skol..not really in a mood ade yesterday...i think its cuz i was beinmg 2 paranoid over wat has been happening...i almost fall sick again..aikz..cham la me..after recess is wen i really tripped..cuz huey min,sheila,mariah all cant stop poking me..i got really annoyed...summore i not in a gud mood dat time..feel lyk breaking down real badly...i kept telling myself 2 calm down n let things patch up by itself.but its not as easy as u think it is.den at de last 2 period der is dis form 1 bitch dat kurang ajar wif me.really wan slap kau her face ade dat time.but amelai,aishah all ask me calm down n ignore dat form 1 bitch.she better becareful dun let me c her again or else~~ish!~well den went home later on..sms wif song ian 4 while..credit running low...so sad...stupid fucking digi simply charge ppl!!~den at nyte waitin fer keming 2 msg me..den went on9..at de same time did my science folio..stupid teachers..gave me 5 folios 2 do..screw it..den finally keming msg me =.= after chattin awhile wif him..he asked me fer cp!~i tot he wuz joking at first den he told me dat he wuz serious.since we really do luv each other..den y dun trying it out..newayz my other realtionship is ade so fucking screw up...wats de point of hanging on 2 it any longer wen u noe der wun be any new hopes n all u get is being hurt more n more oni??i decided at last 2 break free 4m de last relationship ade.cuz i really had enuff of it ade..its time 4 dat 2 happen newayz..dear..i miss u so much..dunno wen oni can c u oh..cant stop thinking bout u...juz hoping dat i can c u as soon as possible dear...luv u always...
