yesterday was a really hurtful n heartbreaking day...
i cried 4 a few hours...i oni manage 2 sleep at 4am+ later on..dats de longest time i haf ever cried 4 sum1 dat i really cared 4...who had juz dissapointed n hurt me...as soon as i found out dat u really did it...i juz cant control my tears anymore as it juz tool over n started 2 flow down my checks...i cant control my emotions anymore.i've been hurt,dissapointed,betrayed n embarresed.all in a day.tq so much 4 dat.but u tot me an important lesson.sumtimes de person dat u really haf faith in trust dem wif all ur heart might juz be de 1 dat hurt u n betray u in de end wen it all falls into place.i wan 2 let u noe dat i m not mad or pissed of at u 4 all dat u've done...but i m juz real hurt n dissapointed oni.how i wish dis is juz a nightmare dat i m about 2 wake up 4m soon...but wen de reality sinks in...i noe dat it wun happen n its all 2 late 2 turn back again...things will oso not be de same again...i juz haf 2 wait 4 time 2 pass..n may things heal as de time pass...though slowly...but at least ders changes...n oso 4 those ppl dat i hurt n said mean things 2 dem juz 4 defendind him oni...i m really n trully sry 4 all dat haf happen...hope i may gain ur forgiveness 4 it all...~~
