aikz..dis few days damm sienz lerhx!~summmore 4 a few days in a row haven't gotten much sleep at all..so fucking screwed up!!everything's outta place ade.everyhting is falling apart 4 me..mth seems 2 be ryte at all..been having arguments wit my mom 4 a few days in a row.dat really suxx..i dunno wat she wants 4m me at all.everythin i do is so wrong.nth i do seems 2 be ryte..damm it!~everytime der is an argument y m i de 1 which is always wrong?!i nvr did a fucking wrong thing at all!!i m juz so fed up wif dis stupid family ade.juz trying 2 make my life more difficult n miserable oni.i dunno how long more can i stand dis stupid shit ade.i really had enuff ade.so now basically here's my new daily routine.wake up,breakfast,had an argument wif my mom,den let her continue scolding me till i go 2 skol..dats my daily routine in de mornin b4 goin 2 skol.now i juz feels dat goin 2 skol is so much better den staying at home.cuz at home all i get is more n more stress.but at skol(although i hate dat fucking skol) i haf more freedom 2 do wateva i wan 2 cuz der's no wan der 2 stop me n hold me back 4m being myself...de real me..i wish 2 juz fuckingly move outta dis hse n stay wif my kor or sumthin.izzit 2 much 2 ask fer a peaceful n simple life??my grades r not really improving but its been dropping instead.its still a miracle dat i can manage 2 get no.9 in class fer de mid year examination.cant blame my frens fer being suprised wen dey found outta dat i got no.9.really suprising actually...=p as if all dat happen isnt enuff fer me 2 handle...den der is another thing dat happen..actually dis prob has been around 4 a long tyme..but all dis tyme i can manage 2 handle it pretty well..but recently after all dis things dat happened all 2gtr at once..i juz dun seem 2 be able 2 handle it anymore.i told myself 2 give up hope on dis guy cuz waitin 4 him is lyk waitin fer rain in de dessert.so totally hopeless.basically ryte now i seem 2 haf given up hope on love..cuz wen u get involve in love get ready 2 get hurt..
